I still have anger and saddness in side of me. Knowing he is not a perfect man did not help. People say he is selfish, people say he is immature, people say he is not a kind man, people say he is not independent soul, people say he is too emotional, people say he carries way too much of baggage, people say he is going through waves of relationships only to invent himself...

But I know he is the one who's cried like a baby; he is the one who laugh like a boy; he is the one occasionally stood in front of me like a man, he is the one that through my own eyes I've seen every inch of his body and soul in the last 13 months.

I pray God to bring me peace of mind, to settle the anger and hatred.