Things are getting slightly out of hand now. My head is heavy. The past just crept back to me more often than usual. I hope all of these are going to be temperary. Anger, sadness, being cheated, being fooled, being betrayed. One day, eventually, they will all go away. They are just temperary illusions.


--- 10:03 AM

It seems the morning emotional wave just passed. Things around me appear to be 80% normal now. I wrestled the thoughts of calling or emailing someone. The other half of me insists that I will go through. Let me try this self dealing approach first and how things work out that way.

--- 10:41 AM